(03) the disappearance

i disappeared, and no one else could find me. the sun had now turned black in my world. for a split second more, i could feel the warmth of the entire summer throughout my body, but it was leaving me just like everything else that had once made me feel happy. within minutes, i would feel the rain pulsing down on me rapidly, and it wouldn't let up until i realized what i had done. i just wanted to know i was still loved by the same people i will loved, but i fucked everything up more and more each day. each week, we slowly drifted apart. winds carried us in opposite directions. our days were now numbered as the night would set things tragic.