(020) time slips away

time slips away like the feelings of the day. you don't know where they all went. breathe in the air because no one really cares to clean up all their waste. so many people want to know where they should go to be saved and to be free. all that i know is my secrets have to show after all these words i write.

walking on down a hallway... open a door up just to find another. standing above a freeway... waiting for you to pass me underneath because it feels like i'm on my way to hell.

i don't know why all the love i had ran dry after years of standing still. back up the stream where the water isn't clean, you will find a piece of paper. it will show you a map of where to go when you're searching for the gold. take my advice. you don't want to sleep here twice because your dreams will start to haunt you.

(019) so that my soul can rest in peace

in my eyes, all i see are the ones who disagree. leave me here in the air until i fall down to the ground. secrets come. secrets go. i'm buried underneath the snow. when it melts, i will drown in all the emptiness i've found.

on my knees, i'll beg and plead for my heart to slowly bleed. i will count down the days until no one knows my name. scatter me across the sea so that my soul can rest in peace. when the sun wakes you up, you will never see my face.

in my fear, i'll disappear just like everyone last year. bombs will fall from the sky until everyone has died. in the day and in the night, all the black will fade to white. when it does, i will feel all the sadness of the world.