(019) so that my soul can rest in peace

in my eyes, all i see are the ones who disagree. leave me here in the air until i fall down to the ground. secrets come. secrets go. i'm buried underneath the snow. when it melts, i will drown in all the emptiness i've found.

on my knees, i'll beg and plead for my heart to slowly bleed. i will count down the days until no one knows my name. scatter me across the sea so that my soul can rest in peace. when the sun wakes you up, you will never see my face.

in my fear, i'll disappear just like everyone last year. bombs will fall from the sky until everyone has died. in the day and in the night, all the black will fade to white. when it does, i will feel all the sadness of the world.