(029) i want nothing / i want solace

see the stars? they still remind me of you and all those cold nights. i can almost see the daybreak. i can almost see the end. it's fading away. it's fading out of reach. don't help me to remember. i don't want to leave.

i want nothing. i want solace. i'll close my eyes, and everything will change.

(028) your love lies in my wounds

you woke me up and disappeared. you left me in the dark. it rained all night. i couldn't see. i started shaking. i thought i heard your voice. i waited for you like prisoners who wait for freedom. i waited for you until i turned blue. the sun came up at last, but nothing ever came to pass.

walking away, you turned to say "your love lies in my wounds." we shared some drinks. you caught my eye. some words were said. some words were lost. plans were made but were never executed. that was the end of the book. that's the life you want, and this is all it took. and now you haunt my soul.

(027) the edge of all things irrational

welcome to the brink of insanity. the edge of all things irrational. where logical and reasonable thoughts don't exist. where long stretches of unresponsiveness cause silent black misery. it's too bad you think you're actually going somewhere.

(026) what really happened

she forgot about the storm and went outside. i worried about her, but it didn't matter. i couldn't do anything anyway. i would never be able to save her from anything.

i went to sleep and never woke up.

(025) behind your makeup

you hide behind your makeup while whispering secrets to the wind. it's the only thing that will still listen and not tell anyone else. three years have went by since i saw your face for the first time. i still remember it clearly. you covered up my eyes so i was unable to see past you. laugh at me now because i was stupid. but if all i am is a distraction for you, then i can't complain that you won't feel something for me.

i saw a shooting star last night, and i didn't even think about you.

(024) set me free

set me free so i can be pure again. make me bleed, but help me to breathe. let me suffer quietly so no one is bothered. leave me to die. i dream to penetrate your soul.