(031) in heartbreaking silence

the world you know, so fragile and honest. the relationships you grow, so meaningful yet mild. the hearts you break, so casual and out of time. the smiles you fake, so misleading yet effective. you're standing over the promises you couldn't keep. you're letting your sadness shape your future. you're drinking the past until it's gone. you're finally starting to make sense.

i can't breathe. keep going about your daily life. i'm just confusion. you might as well forget about me too while you're at it. i'm just a distant memory. i'll end up washing ashore if you leave me to drown anyway.

waking up to the winter's coldness may be inevitable, but the only thing keeping me warm right now is you. the secrets you unknowingly revealed were all lacking that one thing, but now it's too late. the leaves have already fallen to the ground, and you can't reattach them. the memories you've left here will sleep in heartbreaking silence.