(034) someone i'm not

i don't care anymore. you're not in my dreams. you've never seen the stars up close. how could i forget? i'm just made of glass. i'll most likely end up getting broke so make sure to handle me with care.

the pictures laugh at me every time i remember how all that loneliness brought me to my knees. he'll never comprehend the reasons i was picked up and pulled out from that void. now, i see in the dark... but i can't hear myself when i start trying to talk. it's all just a blur.

maybe i'm just paranoid. maybe i'm someone i'm not. maybe the rabbit hole does go on forever.