(038) secrets we once knew

grab onto my heart. come on. pull it. tear it out. i'm ready to die. it's time to start the show. let's all jump on and go. we will all get noticed if we ignore the horror of the truth and all of the secrets we once knew. they will be exposed for everyone to see that there is nothing wrong with me. so take me for a ride and throw me out of your life. you'll never feel guilty. i just want the sun to fall. i just want to see it all.

i'm stuck somewhere in my head where everything turns to sand, and that light has been blinding me for days... but i can't look away.