(040) a relationship out of step

a summer long ago when you were free, and you were stoned. so many days without a home. the certainty of what's unknown would always make us bitch and moan about the things we'd never own. we were too scared to let it out. we always knew we'd have to doubt the real meaning behind love - the only thing that holds us back from all the other things we lack. it was a day you can't recall. it was a stupid mistake - that's all. and now, i found out it was all a waste of time - a fucking staircase i should have never tried to climb. and what is all that's left? a fucking relationship that's out of step.