(054) faith / an illusion

you will do what you want. you'll try your best to be not of this world, but you're a slave like us all - conformed to this world. you can't hide it so don't deny it. faith is just an illusion that keeps us from breaking.

she only thought she knew which wasn't really any different at all than thinking she didn't. the strange part of it was that she wasn't really confused. the rain had stopped pouring as she pulled out the driveway. the glare from the sun blinded her for a brief second - just long enough to make her remember. love becomes a mistake unless it lasts forever. we stand up and look around in an unbridled fashion, imagining our bodies are made of gold. it won't be much longer until the others let us know that we were sold. the sun will melt away our very souls so be careful where you stand. i can only find peace in needy people, as long as i can offer up a helping hand. the rebirth was a slow one, but surely it would come to redeem me. i'm realizing the earth isn't spinning as fast as i thought it was. i was fixing things, but then nature fucked it up again.