(063) unknown lovers with unknown feelings

initiating reverse self-expression.
obtaining sequence codes for personal data.
accessing memory-loss records.

their records indicate an almost-certain deception and deregulation of the frontal lobe. visual functions carried over. flash flood coming to kill their own children.

everything erased - no need to go back; no need to move forward - for without secrets, i need not live. you hold no valid proof in your hand - just a work of misplaced faith. and they'll stop at nothing to force it down my throat. i've got a plan, but it can't be utilized alone. unknown lovers with unknown feelings. back to square one.

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she lives in the fear of death - never content with the things that she has. an alarm clock to keep a foothold on the time that has yet to come. i'm still here without a reason to call it quits. i'm still here without the things that i'll never get back. you have never returned. you will never return. hopefully, i can wait for another angel to come. i'm stepping around the sparks in your eyes just to envision a clear, blue sky. i've broken every rule there is just to eventually come up empty-handed.

the wolves never sleep at night.

he forgets about his broken past when he never knew her. pictures only show a soul he used to know. for now, he can't go back.

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i guess i was unbalanced with nature. these people here want me to make believe. i settled for a silent disaster, but ended up becoming someone else. a flickering of light all around me: hint of the darkness that is still to come. imagination is a failed attempt at wishing reality would just wash away. the dirty water was a blanket of sorrow. i couldn't find myself a better match. the bottle breaks, and everyone's watching. the broken glass gets stuck in my skin.

you took a chance, and then you walked away.

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i will never breathe again.

i know of a flag that never waved with stars that never shine. i've tried a million times, but nothing seems to work out right. when i find a purpose, the fragments of these memories will never splinter through me.

(062) languished in the night

languished in the night by a stark asphyxiation in the solitude of my two dying eyes as they twitched in the darkness. twenty-two days in this freezing apartment.

i left the open wound undressed and walked outside.

your beginning was my ending. your triumph was my defeat. your pride was my shame. your confidence was my self-doubt. your vitality was my debilitating weakness.

(061) blink my eyes because i can't remember

follow me to the brink of heaven. we're counting down the days that have left us empty. follow me through the stars above us. they've lost their beauty, but we can always imagine that they haven't. i'm not waiting to go blind. i'm just waiting for a sign.

i sink my teeth into the sound of silence. i blink my eyes because i can't remember... but when your letter comes in the mail, i won't hesitate to read it.

i walk without a reason and talk without a voice. i never had to ask you because i've never had a choice. supply me with your armor, then shoot me in the head. the sabotage is over. make sure that i'm dead.