4.23.2005

(063) unknown lovers with unknown feelings

initiating reverse self-expression.
obtaining sequence codes for personal data.
accessing memory-loss records.

their records indicate an almost-certain deception and deregulation of the frontal lobe. visual functions carried over. flash flood coming to kill their own children.

everything erased - no need to go back; no need to move forward - for without secrets, i need not live. you hold no valid proof in your hand - just a work of misplaced faith. and they'll stop at nothing to force it down my throat. i've got a plan, but it can't be utilized alone. unknown lovers with unknown feelings. back to square one.

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she lives in the fear of death - never content with the things that she has. an alarm clock to keep a foothold on the time that has yet to come. i'm still here without a reason to call it quits. i'm still here without the things that i'll never get back. you have never returned. you will never return. hopefully, i can wait for another angel to come. i'm stepping around the sparks in your eyes just to envision a clear, blue sky. i've broken every rule there is just to eventually come up empty-handed.

the wolves never sleep at night.

he forgets about his broken past when he never knew her. pictures only show a soul he used to know. for now, he can't go back.

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i guess i was unbalanced with nature. these people here want me to make believe. i settled for a silent disaster, but ended up becoming someone else. a flickering of light all around me: hint of the darkness that is still to come. imagination is a failed attempt at wishing reality would just wash away. the dirty water was a blanket of sorrow. i couldn't find myself a better match. the bottle breaks, and everyone's watching. the broken glass gets stuck in my skin.

you took a chance, and then you walked away.

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i will never breathe again.

i know of a flag that never waved with stars that never shine. i've tried a million times, but nothing seems to work out right. when i find a purpose, the fragments of these memories will never splinter through me.

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