(089) continuity

continuity is the word.

(088) the imprint of your sorrow

i had the knife, and i didn't waste my time. i had the words in the palm of my hand, but last night i threw them all away. the imprint of your sorrow only wrapped around the shadows that were moving too fast to notice.

i've just begun to breathe, but it's never too late to die.

i'm without you, and that's all that matters.

(087) inconsiderate

where are the invalid numbers and the missing links? you took them. you took them and erased them from my memory, and then you vanished too. inconsiderate. everything was ruined.

just floating by to say "i love you"

(086) eternal regrets

suppress the sound of eternal regrets and invite the guests with no intellect. the sun sets, and everyone laughs. "oh what a funny reminder..." they don't hear their screams as they cry out for help.

inequity.. are we the last ones to notice? if everything became nothing, what would it matter?

(085) the end is not the end

everything outside is dying. i died once. it's coming for me again. i can feel it.

i try to run away, but it's coming from all directions.

(084) insufficient funds and mistaken transactions

i find myself becoming inundated with an unsatisfiable want.

i find myself in the future, talking to trees and directing traffic.

let this be a record of my insufficient funds and mistaken transactions.

i remember one christmas, there were lots of presents under the tree. i was so excited. i thought i would be floored with the surprises that awaited me, and one after another, they were unwrapped. after everything was opened and over, i realized that i couldn't help but feel floored by one big surprise. that surprise just turned out to be overwhelming disappointment. and as the years passed, that theme has been recurring throughout all facets of my life to this day.

and for some reason, i keep thinking things will change.