(091) the measures of doubt

the measures of doubt still haven't been realized, and it's a shame things change from the time they are supposedly finalized. everyone wants, but no one gives. deny the ground you walk on, but you'll buried in it.

so if people write you off, remember life supposedly isn't fair. whether you try your best to please others or not, the fact is you're still here.

(090) awareness

in my lungs, they are shattered. i know what it's like to fade away like the summer. for every circumstance, a belief is acquired. the single demand of consciousness is awareness.

all i can gather are fractions and fragments of memories i can't get back.

i never thought they'd be gone. i was bleeding from the back of my head after the fall - a sign of things to come.