(092) wasted breath

fuck you. out with the old, in with the new - just like everyone else. disappearing; fading away... no memories. you crushed them... a long time ago. i was never even given a proper chance. i was disregarded before i even figured out who the fuck either of us were. and now that i see, it doesn't even matter. i'm just another person to forget. another life that ended... out of my control.

wasted breath and infrared vision. different universes; same world. so close together, but so fucking far away. are you even real? colors don't always equal reality.

"there are no words to express the loss i feel since you've been away. you made this typical sad song; a physical classroom where i learned nothing - just flashes of your face.. just flashes of your face. and my solution is... it's all a facade, it's all a facade, it's all a facade, and nothing really matters now."