(0102) filthy and mundane

energy is gone. why even try now?
tired of the advertising everywhere. filthy and mundane.
the antithesis has been lost for some time now.
just go make another tv show about it.

these words are the revolution in your spine. your time is up. no goodbye; no problem.

(0101) another life

my heart was caught in denial. it couldn't be happening, but it was. so there in front of me stood a familiar face, but emotionally, she was just a traitor. my fault probably. in the back of my mind, i knew what i wanted but made the mistake of ignoring it. you used to be so beautiful, but that was in another life. fuck.

(0100) when the car crashes

don't know where i'm going to turn next. every street is a dead end; everyone - a dead soul. each memory brings me further down the spiral. the guilty party is waiting on the other side. who's going to try to take your place next? you're too busy racing towards the prize, whatever that is. when the car crashes, i guess i'll see you at the funeral.

it's just perfect. it's all just fucking perfect.

(099) tomorrow

tomorrow, it ends. tomorrow. the sky is black tomorrow. stay inside for now.

(098) no more pain

when i was younger, i thought life would get easier as i got older. what a myth.

wake up. (open eyes) eat. (consume) watch tv. (think anesthetic) go to sleep. (close eyes) repeat. repeat. repeat. repeat. repeat. repeat. until the end.

i was captivated by the shooting stars in her eyes for the longest time until i realized that god probably only put them there to mock me.

breathe empty. walk slowly. stand still.

bullet through the head. broken skull. no more pain. no more pain.