(098) no more pain

when i was younger, i thought life would get easier as i got older. what a myth.

wake up. (open eyes) eat. (consume) watch tv. (think anesthetic) go to sleep. (close eyes) repeat. repeat. repeat. repeat. repeat. repeat. until the end.

i was captivated by the shooting stars in her eyes for the longest time until i realized that god probably only put them there to mock me.

breathe empty. walk slowly. stand still.

bullet through the head. broken skull. no more pain. no more pain.