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in the end, i will rise out of the ashes. in the end, i will take back what i lost. no more question marks... just answers. forgive me for i have sinned. no i haven't. i'm not sorry. i shouldn't be sorry, and i never will be. this is how we were created. to say that any part of nature is imperfect is to say that you made a mistake - thus making you imperfect... making you not who you claim you are. a fake.. a fraud.. a deceiver.

therein lies the contradiction of everything you tell me to believe.

i don't want to live against my nature. i want to live in harmony with it.

i'm going to live how i want because i was given a free will, and i choose not to waste it. you've made your decisions, and i'll make my decisions... and they'll be the right decisions. they only can be. if you disagree, it's not my problem.