(0140) mistake

can't feel your pulse. can't feel my pulse. up for 24 hours, and my mind has become so numb... i don't know where i am, and i don't really care. my eyes are attracted to the sun. too bright; just right. across this great country we go. we're all like rats in a maze. just god's experiment. and what does it really matter if i think this or that? i'm still figuring that out. i'd like to think i am anyway. sometimes i'd like to just be done, but there's too much beauty to part from. maybe i'm an idiot for thinking that... but anyway, the weird thing is that i don't even know what there is to worry about.

80% of the stuff i just wrote is bullshit. all i'm doing is passing time. that's all i'm doing.