(0153) contusion in limbo

my inconsolable destiny was never the first option. pictures lost in a disarray and distant eyes frequently unfocused. see the light. see the overwhelmingly blinding light. is it only fucked up because i say it is? breathe, and you will know. follow this unforeseen punctuation, but you'll forget. walk away, and i'll forget. the innocence of your shame pleads guilty. we wake up and ignore the teething. thoughts are scattered, but i still know exactly where i am. hollowed out. you'll pray to your god, yet you're just a fraction of a fraction of the second that i take to force out my piss. and so, it was written. contusion in limbo, and i'll stomach the rest. bloodstains on the pavement; promised from your lips... a haunting reminder of you. everyone else has been dead since the very beginning of time, and no one even cares.