(0166) endless

jam up the frequency ringing in my ears. i've been going backwards for twenty-three years. and i don't see myself when i look in the mirror... a lie of confused perception. a baby remembers, but a baby forgets. everything mixed up in either fear or regret. but there's one thing i have, and it's all i have left... so i pretend to know my way. as amber lights fade and retract into night, the moths all go home 'cause it's no longer bright. a city divided is growing despite its own feeble resolution.

emptied out their possessions, but they still felt the guilt. so the people were silent as they were lined up and killed. a million ounces subtracted from a bottle that used to be filled... it's just an issue of concentration.

and blood spilled from daddy's head
as ghosts were disappearing.

moving shadows no one could pursue...
a blank slate;
a new chapter...

refused.