(0175) funeral march

brain falling out of head. left behind in the gutter. tomorrow, i'm cleaning up every last mess i've ever made. today, i'm wasting concentration on foreign thoughts that no one else will care about. alone with everybody. fake love never existed. i've seen you twice in the shadows, but you were too drunk to notice. in a cloud. laser hindsight cuts the circuit in my heart. haha. flavor of the month. sucked everything dry. we come apart yet remain together every single minute. i waited forever and still nothing came to pass. red, red, red on the way to dead. never slowing down. only going faster. radio doesn't tune in anything. i'm getting impatient so i walk away. forgot to look up and see the sky. uneventful endings only happen in every life. and it's apparent in my face when reality sets in. but only reality never sets in because too many children are laughing. just more people that'll eventually get fucked over by nature. it's okay. it was just a dream.