12.29.2007

(0193) null and void

controlled experiment. 6,000,000,000 people. dna evidence mounts. information overload. we walk aimlessly while dancing over graves but forget so easily. rather have an emotional facade over a personality one. even though that personality is missing like all of time. no regret. no stolen identities. just a forgetful mind. where are you? who knows. had these dreams of pictures, but so long to my past. hello to no future. no future needed, but i keep pulling away my own disregard for the now. human interest. human dignity. human remains. i heard the sirens coming from all directions, and you just watched me.

12.07.2007

(0192) past present future

dedicated inch of hair. front and center, i felt the coming snow. walked for miles with no sunlight. no compass. no destination. i was once lost in my own shadow. a shadow i can't seem to find anymore. i thought i needed you, but i didn't. who has the time anymore for anything? people in a hurry to get nowhere. you had your dreams. paper airplanes and videogames. because nothing stays the same. a little electricity and a better brain. and you can't help but feel that some people actually gave a damn. skin lost is skin regenerated. tomorrow, we grow again and fade away a little more. waiting for death. waiting it out.