(0217) directions

and now you've gone and done it again. this silent plea for a world free of calamity for just one moment. ain't gonna happen tonight. other plans. if i had only heard you the first time... because seriously, it's almost like a movie with a good ending. feels like living in an alternate, parallel universe where up is down, left is right, backwards is forwards, black is white, and day is night.... yet you are still you, and i am still me, and the earth still spins. we start with a premise and end with a lesson learned. or atleast that's how it's supposed to happen...or not? like that fleeting memory you always get when you read something you wrote a long time ago. like realizing it was really nothing to begin with.

where i was, that was just a made up place in my mind. where i am now... same thing, i guess. but at least it doesn't get too dark these days. that or maybe my eyes have just adjusted. time to absorb. time to dream away this imaginary coma. i see good things coming.