(0221) triple black

got my eyes set on some technology. wishing i can set them on reality. i'll waste all kinds of money because of my greed. and then i'll disappear again right after the scene. but the last thing i need is a new disguise. besides, i can only hide until the next sunrise. there's really no point if i can't play me because i can't memorize all those lines i'd have to read. just trying to get used to this pair of shoes... they're all i have now, and we all hate to lose. but everyone's gotta get out once in a while. get away from all these lonely unwalked miles.

i bleed all potential and fade away from the ugly canvass of yesterday. gotta lose these whiskers before its time for play. never know if its gonna be you today. but i need all i can to keep me going, and i need all i can to keep from going. if the movie gets boring before it even ends, we'll have to die now, and later, we'll have to be born again.

so the starting line's the same as the finish line. how perfect is that when i'm gonna lose my mind? i put some music on to make me calm... but it always comes late, and it takes too long. and no one wants to walk without a friend. no one wants to walk without their friends. and now i keep my distance, and i stay in my yard. i keep my distance, but i'm never too far. so all i need now is some flavored ice-cold beer. gotta leave soon and conquer these fears.