(0225) six years too late

the ocean scatters all that had been left. the place we thought we knew got different quick... a thousand letters lost along the way. we walk on by and never stop to gaze. a bloody teardrop came six years too late. where did you go? i was left holding the phone. why did it have to snow? everything turned to ice. when will i know if the power never comes back on? i've been dying to see you again... i need to feel safe again.

the soft white glow of artificial light... the constant feeling that i've lost my sight... a foggy vision leads to sleepless nights... the kinds that never make a wrong turn right. the process has already started, my soul fading back to dust... i've been stuck here so long. i can hardly see straight anymore. i don't see any doors that will ever let me exit this hell. i can't even tell what is real and what's just fake. it all seems the same. if i drowned in the lake, would you really even notice? all those scratches had started to tear the skin off my knees... and i just wish i had a little more time... to come up to breathe...