(0235) electricity pt. 2

we sit in a pool of silence, and nobody asks why. concentrated deathology 101. we quiver in the graves of consciousness, and nobody cares. plant the seed, and nothing grows. wipe the blood from my face and my nose. can't remember where i wanted to be; i just know it's gotta be somewhere far away from you and me. dissolve my tongue into this cryptic crossword puzzle of loss and a joke of wisdom... and the punch line is life.

sat in a delusion as i carved out my destiny one decimal at a time, and nobody noticed. developed a case of h1n1 without contact of any kind. twenty more pills to go until i reach my limit. he feels no pressure because it's all in his mind. and what you feel is no different than what is really real. i sent out my signals and waited for years without response. those who claim to know me only know themselves, but this, they don't even seem to know. i left you hanging on purpose. blackened eyes and a full glass of sorrow dumped out into the basement of the living. no second chances because time has fucked us all.

wish i could die, but i can't. wish i could cry, but i can't. wish a thousand wishes, and nothing ever comes true. only then, we know the devastating truth.