(0272) future windows

i'm starting over. a new sign of life. i'm on my own now, but i feel too far behind. a missing moment in confusion of time. i see the outcomes, but they're all in my mind. have you been found? distant relative - i've abandoned you. i'm inside of a cloud that i see from the ground. radio tunes me in for awhile. feed me your dream. i'll eat everything. i'll swallow the gun that i hold to my head. death comes today, and i've noticed the gray in the lovers that breathe away their fate.

i lose my silence when i'm placed in the noise. i blocked it out because i still heard that voice. reception's bad, and they'll all be fine. can't feel you out there, but i know we're alive. the mirror was right. paranoia creeps in and out the front of my brain. your god is impressed with the way that you dress. no idea what is now gone and what is still left. the sun looks so sad while the moon feels fat and the stars collapse under gravity's pull. dad was like me, but i'm not like him. we couldn't imagine where we have been.