(0313) unlearn the future

traveling backwards. coming up short. wasteland of blood. graveyard of youth.
time escapes. no words to express. a lovely and deteriorating face. this unbridled, beautiful mess.
hydration for a dehydrated slob. rain on the way, canceling out my gaze. off the charts. into a maze.
climbing to heaven. falling to death. original scars and the taste of a breath.

positive energy. sleeping alone. desperate emotion. save some for me.
mistaken beliefs. pulled from the wreckage. standing in silence. words no one reads.
losing the point. losing my brain. lobotomy fucked up, and a cold heart remains.
saving up excuses until the sunrise. cash the checks and breathe out what's been deprived.
paint what you feel. you only get the rest of your life.

this one is different. this one is a shot in the dark, and the pain lingers on even when the moon is awake.
i think if i died, i'd probably die because of this earthquake.