(0336) a distant reminder

i stayed up for hours. couldn't even breathe in the smoke. i decided to reverse the curse that i had set in motion with one simple note. i walked in the room. i sneezed and sniffed. allergic reaction. these memories are a distraction. completely corrupted - a long, narrow driveway that i never did back out from.. but that place is just a reminder.. that place is just a distant reminder.

i felt until i couldn't feel.
i prayed until i couldn't kneel.
i put my own hands on the steering wheel, but i'm still waiting for something to confirm that this is real.

write more to keep myself warm, but that is exactly what this is for.