(0345) waiting

a straightened edge and blurred out lines. there's no more time. there's no more time.
don't recognize myself at all. can't overcome and climb that wall.
cleaned the mirror, but it made it worse. moving towards death in reverse.
stayed behind to watch it fall apart. had to leave it in the shopping cart and walk away.

it's all i know - how to walk away. it's all i know. i walk away from everything.

the new season is upon us now. i'll leave the raindrops inside a cloud.
disappear into a faded picture and reappear in the form of cryptic literature.
i filtered out what was dead and useless. you can pay me back in nightmares.
dare to stay above the fray. live to exist for another day and then repeat.

wash your hair. repeat. shave your face. repeat.
decide what to eat. repeat. go to sleep. repeat.
don't mess it up, or you'll be sorry... so sorry.

i heard a sound coming from the underground telling me to start over.
and starting over is what i'll do.

it's so obvious. it's crystal clear. i've waited forever so i don't mind waiting here.
the needle glides across the surface. it knows no direction. it knows no purpose.