(0362) in denial

don't keep your history inside yourself. you won't react to what is changing.
forget about the hole that's eating up your brain. it only makes it that much worse.
i feel the same disconnect confuse my sight. it acts almost just like a filter.

proceed with what you think is divine reason. proof doesn't matter anyway.
another syllable. another mess. come look at life from behind a telescope.
do you regress as a way to fix what's broke?

when this is over, i want nothing back.
when this is done with, i don't want anything left intact.

desensitized to the world's spin.
already baptized myself out of sin.
will you apologize for not letting me into your light? it's already dark. it's already night.

surrender quickly. throw up your hands. they'll never know it wasn't you.
i'm broke. please fix me. everything's past prime. what else am i supposed to do?