(0364) silent and hungry

say what you want. i'm not immune to the poison of this world,
but i distance myself from the things i can't afford.
i live with a fear that it will all come crumbling to the ground.
these debts are imaginary, and that's why my deepest thoughts are never found.
silent and hungry for a new day.

standing on ice makes me see the things that i've never realized.
i can swim far away from here. no doubt about it.
so why do i stay when i should leave this all behind?
i don't know. i'm starting a new thought process.